First published in 2016

Fifty at fifteen

18 & 53 | Middlesex 2nd XI v England under 19s, four-day match, Uxbridge | 1994

This was my first second XI game. I was 15 and I got 50-odd. I’d never faced bowling like that before and getting a few runs gave me the belief that I could succeed at the top level. Trescothick was their captain and Gary Keedy got me out in both innings, caught on the drive. As a young kid I’d always wanted to play professionally and doing well gives you that confidence.

Lifting the World Cup

54* | England U19 v New Zealand U19, World Cup Final, Johannesburg | 1998

I’d played England U19 cricket from the age of 16 so when I turned 19 I’d had two or three years of experience at that level. We didn’t have a great start in the tournament but when we needed to win games, we did. We didn’t tend to focus on the little things like how we were eating or how we were training. It was more about playing the way 19-year-olds should be playing cricket. We didn’t have 25 support staff monitoring every little thing we did. It was a wonderful tournament and definitely a highlight of my career.

On the up down under

Winter in Australia | 2000/01

The biggest change in my career came six months prior to my England one-day call-up. I’d been dropped by Middlesex and it was a huge learning curve. I went away to Perth and worked hard at my game. I promised myself that whatever happened I was going to come back a better cricketer. I looked at certain aspects of my game with a chap called Wayne Andrews and banged out a load of runs in grade cricket for University of Western Australia. Before I knew it I was in the England one-day squad.

England calling

62 | England v Pakistan, 4th Match, ODI Tri-Series, Lord’s | 2001

Getting called up was a bit bizarre because I’d scored most of my runs in first-class cricket, but I wasn’t complaining! On debut I made an unbeaten 20-odd against Australia at Bristol and then in the next game I put on a load of runs with Marcus Trescothick. It meant something to score my first fifty against Pakistan – the country where I was born. I was copping a load of shit from the Pakistan fans and players so it was a very proud moment for me.

Summer of runs

1,728 first-class runs, 7 centuries | County season | 2005

In the winter of 2003/04 I found myself out of the England one-day team. All I was doing was getting 1,000 runs a season – I wanted to do a lot more so the selectors took note. I heard Mohammad Azharuddin was opening an academy in India and I told him I was interested in coming over. The academy wasn’t yet open but he said I should visit anyway. He helped me on a couple of technical issues and I came back and had an okay summer – I think I got 1,300 runs. The next season I banged out loads. It was a bit frustrating not to be in the England Test set-up. I totally understood not making the team but I felt I should have been the next batsman in line. Surely getting 1,700 runs warranted that.

This was my last Test. I was a bit disappointed that I was out after two bad matches. I was hoping they could see my potential and stick with me but that was not the case. If I had started the summer back in England and failed, then I could sort of understand it. But two bad Test matches… I’ve seen a lot of batsmen in the England team get a bit more than that. I think it depended on who you were if you got a longer run or not. That’s life.

Twenty20 vision

293 runs at 73.25 | Pro20 Series, South Africa | 2011

I found myself out of the England one-day team and that flicked a switch. I decided to turn my attention to T20, change my game a bit and see where I ended up. I played for Cape Cobras in the winter of 2010/11 and that was the catalyst for everything. I was named player of the tournament and off the back of that I got an IPL contract. From there, things snowballed. I’m just glad I’ve been part of all these T20 leagues and been able to rub shoulders with my heroes.